Praying

I am praying to be a better servant. I am praying to not worry so much. I am praying that I can have more faith. Adoption is wonderful and adoption can be scary. I pray for my child whom I do not know yet, and as excited as I will be to see their face I know that there is a sad story behind that sweet picture. Adoption seems like an easy choice for us, yet adoption pushes us in ways we need to be pushed, but in ways we  never expected. It is hard sometimes to feel needy. It is really hard for me to request things of others. I know that through all of this I am becoming stronger and I am having to truly rely on Him....not on myself. I believe God calls some to adopt and for all to help these orphans. My prayer today is that I would believe in 2 Corinthians 9:8 ‎"God will generously provide for all you need".